Friday, February 28, 2020

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LBRP Ritual my version. make your own version!


“LBRP”
By Scott Garcia
The LBRP is the Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram. I learned it from the book “Modern Magick”, “Twelve Lessons In The High Magickal Arts” by: Donald Michael Kraig. Now when I learned it, I didn’t know it’s best to memorize, but I had to or thought I did so as not to be embarrassed or loud around my family. So I’d skulk off to a room at night or when alone or even in the restroom before a shower and practice. Until it was memorized and as I learned later it is actually best to commit such things as Rituals, Magick Chants, Mantras, Origami and Prose of Verse to memory. As it expands one skill, memory and Akashic aire.
So the ritual goes as follows:
Face east and begin by crossing one’s self as in the catholic crossing of in nomine patri et fili et spiritu sancti amen, the sign of the cross, but say “Atoh, Malkuth, Vegevura, Vegedula, le olam amen.” Make the sign of banishing earth, that’s to start at one’s lower left and arc up, to make the sign of the banishing earth pentagram. And say “Yohavah.” Then face south and make the sign of banishing earth pentagram and say “Adonai.” Then face west, again make the sign of the banishing earth pentagram and say “Eheyeh.” Then face north and make the sign of the banishing earth pentagram and say “AGLA, or Ateh, Gebor, Leolam, Adonai.” Then face east again and say “Before me is Raphael, behind me is Gabiel, to the right of me Michael and to the left of me Uriel.” “All about me flames the five pointed pentagram, above me shining and guiding, protecting and lighting is the six rayed star.” Make the sign of the Cross again as in the beginning saying “ Athoh, Malkuth, Vegevuah, Vegedulah, Le Olam Amen.” That concludes the LBRP ritual. I would to it everyday at least or as needed for protection and guidance. I found this a great predecessor to contact with one’s Guardian Angel, via Abramelin’s Ritual. I did this for at least 20 years before my attempt at contact. But it is vital to do for at least 5 years for all the elements. Trust me when I say it is necessary. Also look into Kriya Yoga by Swami Yoganda, “The Art of Super Realization.” The time spent is extreemly evolutionary to the being!
Be safe, have fun and play nice in the sandbox.

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Thursday, February 27, 2020

Christianity


“Christianity”
By Scott Garcia
They begin by meeting every Sunday to make god real in their minds. This is herd mentality to reinforce a false belief, the same thing that happens in brain washing. It is going on around this country not unlike a plague of beliefs. Only this one destroys the individual, god and any humanity, thus destroying our very society.
In every small town across America one will find more than one church, so as the people one hates can attend a church without seeing the asshole they hate. But yet want to absolve their sins and maybe get laid. It’s a joke and it’s a political high jack of American civil liberties and reason. Not to mention a way to capture a publics money than through guilt or gambling, bigger than Casinos, Churches. And they have a monopoly on this game for over 2000 years. All churches even the Hebrew temple. None are spared the ideology of ignorance and hypocrisy. Just like the breeding ground for religious extremist, just like the tali-ban! No different in indoctrination and control over the minds of the attendees, morally and politically. Ruining any intellect, reason and self development. Because now the responsibility is on Jesus and the wait for heaven.
Then entire religion after the compassionate teaching of that magician Jesus of Nazareth. And even that story is lost in ambiguity and lies. Jesus never had sex, never did bad stuff, well I assure you the entire story of that man has never been told. And his perfection from the story tellers point of view is now beyond any reason of ability for the mortal human. And that is the biggest destruction of the human mind and soul. As those writers knew if you don’t do the work, you cant grow a soul, so in short, they are sending you to hell without any hope of a soul or after life, they have turned the Christian Follower into food for the Archaeons! One must gain control of their senses, reason, mind and emotion first. And the only place to find this is in Buddhism!! Jesus did teach meditation, contemplation, compassion training and mind training. But now for the Christian belief is enough?? Belief that he existed and died for your sins. That’s all nice, but what of the work? There in lays the problem, where are the practices outside of saying forgiveness, saying prayers for ones need or others. Without works you are dead! And so is your belief, Christian!
That’s how Christianity destroys the individual. By denying her/him the truth about the soul. Belief in Jesus just isn’t enough! In some Theologies the idea is, one needs to live a life time with another they love, together they grow a soul! So for you Baby Christians professing the law of god and Jesus, just remember the tali-ban and you are no different in your own ignorance only it’s YOURS! And in that very vein is the destruction of the real god that lays dormant in you, never reaching beyond your vision of egotistical rewards.
Christianity destroys it’s own god and humanity by creating this ignorant divide, you can see it amplified in small towns, Guns and Superstition is prevalent and even encouraged, while intellect, learning, books are looked down on, like someone is trying to be better than those they grew up around. Its a war on intellect, you see it in the idea of flat earth and the non vaccine idea amongst the religious right. This is the ignorance that comes from the superstitious beliefs written / taken literally from the bible.
The destruction of our society is already at play in the destruction of the individual, denying them their true connection to divinity. Then added with the destruction of humanity with it’s ignorance and propagation of ignorance over knowledge, because one can see we are older than 6000 years. Which eats away at the religious rights claims to intelligentsia, it’s pure shit their beliefs.
So the destruction that comes from the church that is directed at society is via its political affiliation, the prayer breakfast that has been going on since the 1950’s with the advent of the fundamentalist Christian evangelical movement in this country. They push laws upon the populace, which contains their morals of religious right, no different then the tali ban they work to eradicate in their holy war across this globe. It wouldn’t be so bad but the contradiction of what they support is beyond any compassion in the bible, but rather it’s a conglomeration of capitalism, guns and the right to do gods will, which in my book usually amounts to black magick in any occult definition. Yeah, most prayers for self preservation or over another’s soul that shit is black magick!!! By occult standards one must be asked to do spiritual work!
The ruin of intellect, starting with the burning of Alexandria, and those Christians have been bent on destruction with every civilization they have encountered, all in the name of God! Their god of course, because everyone else has it wrong when it comes to god. The Base of all the schizophrenia begins with Abraham and the proof is that all Abrahamic linages claim the right to god and kill one another since the beginning of time. Jew, Muslim and Christian, the three brothers of Abraham and none can get along. They have always outright murdered each other and on top of destroying any other belief system they have encountered. They all three work like a disease, to destroy from the inside, amongst the population they reside. Now I don’t think it’s intentional, it’s just a symptom of the disease. Like a fever from an infection.
They all three behave in similar ways, gather amongst themselves to reinforce the ideology, keep others out and shun those that question to be different or accepting, which leaves no room for compassion or reason. It is a cult with indoctrination / brain washing to the belief. I get it it’s scary, the unknown, the unknowing, it’s nice to have some self assurance to life's big questions. But any theology that is based on non acceptance, ignorance and fundamental seclusion. Like a Christian marring a pagan, not cool if you tell your pastor. That shit won’t fly! What about losing that Burka? Not gonna fly with the imam. What about not going to temple and give money to the poor instead, nope not cool! So That alone is reason to give up on that faith.
Cultivate yourself, follow esoteric and pagan beliefs, start your own religion based on being good and kind, I mean all the leaders of those other violent religions came to teach love and compassion stop making god out to be a dick like you!!

Sunday, February 23, 2020

First time I got high


“first time I got high”
By Scott Garcia
I blame it all on my brother Ricky Nesbitt for corrupting me, hehehehe, like as if I needed any help from him for corruption, I had a handle on that. I just let him own the responsibility, as I see it I was gonna get high sooner or later and it may as well have been in the safety of my own home amongst people that loved me.
Ricky had ditched High school, he was in like 10th grade, he brought about half dozen friends home I know one was my cousin John, the others I have no clue, maybe Kieth tabor and another guy I called tomato face.
I was 9 years old and was home from school, not unusual for me, as I hated anything to do with public school. Rick showed up with his friends with a threat of kicking my ass if I told, as I sat watching sesame street, the older boys and my brother all broke out a bong and started to get high. I kept watching and they thought it would be funny to get me high, I needed no coaxing, I was already on my way to being a drunk this seemed like a logical step. I jumped at the opportunity and let them light it and release the carb, allowing me a giant toke. They all laughed, I did my best to hold the hit, I did manage to clear the bong. I did one more and I was high as I’d ever be.
They all talked about the girls at school and started to raid the fridge, that’s when I was watching and called the big jock tomato face which had everyone laughing. I think I was a hit amongst my brother’s friends, witch probably pissed him off, but I don’t remember that. I do remember later that day him telling me not to tell mom and him confessing how bad he felt for corrupting me, as I sat couch locked and coming down hard!
When mom did get home from work I was deep in couch lock and mom knew something was wrong and asked if I was sick, “no!” I replied, “Ricky got me stoned.” I said. Fuck that I loved to tell on my brother. It was a great day!!