Old witch

She was old and fat and that made her terribly ugly, the worst part was she was alone and no one in town remembered her name.  The kids would ride up to her house on Halloween and shout vulgar and hateful things, throw apples and shit bags at her front door. She would cry and smoke her cigarettes, steaming hot water on an open stove with vicks in it to relieve her terrible congestion.

One night the kids broke in and found her naked in the shower all the more to verify she was an old witch. She fell chasing them out and started her nightgown on fire on a low candle, before it was caught she had the entire old shack aflame.

The next day they found one or two shreds of paper with a name on in.. Ru b and a Y, Ruby was her name, the old witch was dead, and the town blossomed and bloomed becoming one of the leaders in medical cannabis. Everyone became millionaires.

Billy and George

Billy and George had been gay lovers after their failed marriages. This is the night they died!

Billy came home accusing George of cheating, George and Billy were both terrible drunks with a bent for cocaine and guns. George pulled a gun on billy and threatened to blow his head off, then started crying about his drunk dads suicide by car. Billy went into the kitchen to get a new glass for his drink, not seeing any clean dishes up front of the dish washer, he spotted one in the back. Lurching into the washer to grab in, he lost balance and fell in, breaking his neck as the washer stared George came in and saw the mess and pulled billy out his neck all contorted and broke. George dropped him and blew his head off, well the top of it as the bullet exited his skull.

Zen Journaling

I'm a fan of ritual and so it was about a little over a year and a half ago I decided to see how long it would take to say a million prayers of om mani padme hum. Using 108 beads 20 times is 2160 each day. Now to get to a million. 462.96 days. One year and a half. Starting spring equinox to contact my hga in an ambramelin ritual. It ended on August 2 2019. But I have kept it up.bits become like breathing or art.

Question

I came for a job, you sent me away in tears. Now after all these years. Your dad is dead, another son and yet you have learned nothing. You accused me of learning the hard way, yet you made no effort to learn at all.  I wonder now that your time is short, what do you think about? How self assured you are? or what all you lost to save your precious ego.